08-19-2011, 03:32 PM
Little does one know of the parenting I do,
have you looked into the saddest of small eyes,
and heard the bell of a harsh world ring true?
Knowing all you have learned,
and "it is what it is"
doesn't lesson the burn,
doesn't make it easier for my kids.
Cameron who acts allot like me,
wanting to appear tough,
rarely admitting how bad he is hurting.
Sometimes you have to,
busy your mind with other stuff,
do what you have to do,
our little family has had it ruff
at 9 years old he doesn't know yet,
the perfect storm he is creating,
what is held in will come out,
its just a matter of waiting.
The smallest will never know,
who his father was and what he acted like,
Blake left never knowing the seed that we sewed
life doesn't always turn out right
I am left the mommy,
hoping and wanting to do them right,
all I can do is listen and love them,
kiss and hold them tight.
Tell them that Daddy loved them,
enough for all eternity,
and even though I know Im not him,
strong is the love born from maternity
have you looked into the saddest of small eyes,
and heard the bell of a harsh world ring true?
Knowing all you have learned,
and "it is what it is"
doesn't lesson the burn,
doesn't make it easier for my kids.
Cameron who acts allot like me,
wanting to appear tough,
rarely admitting how bad he is hurting.
Sometimes you have to,
busy your mind with other stuff,
do what you have to do,
our little family has had it ruff
at 9 years old he doesn't know yet,
the perfect storm he is creating,
what is held in will come out,
its just a matter of waiting.
The smallest will never know,
who his father was and what he acted like,
Blake left never knowing the seed that we sewed
life doesn't always turn out right
I am left the mommy,
hoping and wanting to do them right,
all I can do is listen and love them,
kiss and hold them tight.
Tell them that Daddy loved them,
enough for all eternity,
and even though I know Im not him,
strong is the love born from maternity