Blind

[Loveblind]

I guess I was an average chick
Since, I dealt with an average dude like yourself
only because I was infatuated with the thought
of having someone there to take away the
insufficient planted in my veins

And I was eager to avoid becoming
apart of the single black female statistics
So, I swallowed your vulgar words and
ignored your constant physical threats
Even though, it made my stomach empty

All this because I didn't want to
go to bed and wake up alone
yet, deep down I was alone

I began to feed into your lies
and your manipulated motives
which fucked me up in the head even more
misery loves company and we were both
enjoying each other

I became addicted and obsessed with false love
despite, my intuition told me something else
even when I tried to escape
it's like you trapped me to stay and deal
with more months of pain

Now, I`m left with scar of memories
and offensive words that shouts in my head
every other second and all i see is images
of your face - eating alive my soul
piece by piece