03-16-2026, 08:00 AM
I'm not sure what original is. I know that the worst of me is half of what I inherited and half of what was conditioned in me.
And the best of me is mostly not what I think it is; while what I enjoy the most about me is mostly what I make up.
Make up sounds negative, and so does make fun. But I say that making fun speaks for itself: fun.
Play. Laugh at everything. Forgive everything. Heal everything.
Laughing and serving and dissing and playing are not mutually exclusive.
I've found that I run on Affect and Motion. I like risk, the love of repetition, and the need to break repetition. . . . I also understand framing.
Poetry is my excuse for going out and engaging and presenting. They can make my magic and humor resonate through art, which transcends education, religion and politics.
Positive allows me to have more space and platform, Negative allows for more Humor and Agon. I don't care what others do in reaction, as long as I can keep Playing.
Everywhere. Affect and Motion are the thing. Ethics are important and secondary. This is why I maintain a framework. This frames ethics, health and survival. Play for play's sake is what I'm doing. I'll only compromise in as much as I allow a beneficial framing of pointing toward being free and able to express each and everyone, without the braces of harm and hindrance. I want to make fun of everything, and so I frame everything towards the ability of everyone to get past Trauma by using it to Play. Laughing, Forgiving and Healing always.
When I say I AM, AM can stand for Affect and Motion. I for Style.
I only know that I'm improvising through affect and motion, affectively enjoying my Style. There's no need to explain or justify or validate my Style. Ego is transparent, Self is a frame.
I don't think to stop and question without being stuck in a loop, so I keep going. To ask that question can lead to more Play, and can stifle it.
I also just now considered ancestor and incestor: they are the same. C'est?
The longer I spent with patience and compassion and understanding of others, the less I care about them or myself: and that makes it easier to care for them, funnily. Yet, without making fun of them (or flirting with them), I feel nothing. So, there is that thorn in their side. Not mine.
I can actually hear the voices of ancestors and influences whenever I feel anything. So it's easy to tell the difference between me and them.
But me, I'm just a scrambled up amalgam of all of them. And what is original about me is actually the least true about me, as I'm the most me when I'm talking like this, which is simply talking through a tornado of others.
When I was born, instead of cigars (which they wouldn't allow), the female members of my family handed around hats that said: "The Buck Stops Here".
That coven them.
And the best of me is mostly not what I think it is; while what I enjoy the most about me is mostly what I make up.
Make up sounds negative, and so does make fun. But I say that making fun speaks for itself: fun.
Play. Laugh at everything. Forgive everything. Heal everything.
Laughing and serving and dissing and playing are not mutually exclusive.
I've found that I run on Affect and Motion. I like risk, the love of repetition, and the need to break repetition. . . . I also understand framing.
Poetry is my excuse for going out and engaging and presenting. They can make my magic and humor resonate through art, which transcends education, religion and politics.
Positive allows me to have more space and platform, Negative allows for more Humor and Agon. I don't care what others do in reaction, as long as I can keep Playing.
Everywhere. Affect and Motion are the thing. Ethics are important and secondary. This is why I maintain a framework. This frames ethics, health and survival. Play for play's sake is what I'm doing. I'll only compromise in as much as I allow a beneficial framing of pointing toward being free and able to express each and everyone, without the braces of harm and hindrance. I want to make fun of everything, and so I frame everything towards the ability of everyone to get past Trauma by using it to Play. Laughing, Forgiving and Healing always.
When I say I AM, AM can stand for Affect and Motion. I for Style.
I only know that I'm improvising through affect and motion, affectively enjoying my Style. There's no need to explain or justify or validate my Style. Ego is transparent, Self is a frame.
I don't think to stop and question without being stuck in a loop, so I keep going. To ask that question can lead to more Play, and can stifle it.
I also just now considered ancestor and incestor: they are the same. C'est?
The longer I spent with patience and compassion and understanding of others, the less I care about them or myself: and that makes it easier to care for them, funnily. Yet, without making fun of them (or flirting with them), I feel nothing. So, there is that thorn in their side. Not mine.
I can actually hear the voices of ancestors and influences whenever I feel anything. So it's easy to tell the difference between me and them.
But me, I'm just a scrambled up amalgam of all of them. And what is original about me is actually the least true about me, as I'm the most me when I'm talking like this, which is simply talking through a tornado of others.
When I was born, instead of cigars (which they wouldn't allow), the female members of my family handed around hats that said: "The Buck Stops Here".
That coven them.