08-23-2021, 01:27 AM
I can sit at my desk and read and write poems and stories and novels and essays, I can get drunk and behave as an ignorant buffoon.
I used to have anxiety hangover, trying to reconcile the two.
I no longer do. I don't try to reconcile. I AM Legion.
I'm an optimistic Cynic. Cynic in the old greek sense.
Drugs do open up things for me. Like dreams. I've just had to train myself to hold a pencil whilst it. I have horrible handwriting. The bad coordination. But the words are there.
I speak directly to the living tender self. I think some asshole posted something about that a few weeks/days? ago.
It was me.
In order to critique the way I am good at requires a separate discussion.
That was a double entendre.
I used to have anxiety hangover, trying to reconcile the two.
I no longer do. I don't try to reconcile. I AM Legion.
I'm an optimistic Cynic. Cynic in the old greek sense.
Drugs do open up things for me. Like dreams. I've just had to train myself to hold a pencil whilst it. I have horrible handwriting. The bad coordination. But the words are there.
I speak directly to the living tender self. I think some asshole posted something about that a few weeks/days? ago.
It was me.
In order to critique the way I am good at requires a separate discussion.
That was a double entendre.