Why? Needs, wants and wishes

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Why? needs, wants and wishes

when I speak no one listens?
everything I say is left unprovoked
no one looks up maybe because I’m crazy or what I say isn’t interesting maybe its just meaningless 
they just don’t understand
never understand 
don’t care
I hate them 
I hate here
Why do I stay?
money
support
Not that they support me but 
I don’t know what I’m doing
 
        I wish they thought I didnt need them
I don’t need anyone
move away
meet new people
the ones around
listen
understand or are interested or who want to understand
look up when I scream or provoke my opinions
challenge me to stand my ground
conversation over things that matter
things to matter
Why do I stay?
To get everything I want, I need to satisfy the people who don’t look up, who just never understand.

Lots of poetic evidence here.  Most of the time 'less is more'.  The title seems a little out of order, if you condensed some of these repetitive thoughts they'd be more impactful.  Forgive my edit here I just erased a bunch of words and opened up some interpretation.  One time I had a philosophy class where we wrote essays on philosophy and I wrote this detailed six page connection between Rene Des cartes and the golden ratio and received an 80 out of a hundred, the teacher said 'you were giving us an answer, Melissa made a 100 because she asked questions'. Her 3 pages were seriously just one question after another asking why we were here, so maybe your poem is philosophical and I'm off topic.  Anyways thank you for the request