Art for Art's sake

[rowens]

All I want to do myself is die into the art. To just work on stuff constantly. The little social skills I had are fading. I'm not talking negatively, I'm glad I can get away. And have things to work on constantly. The only problem is this woman I know. But I don't have to worry about that much longer, because she's so beautiful that being around her actually makes me sick. I've never been affected this way before. Even though she's good to me, her beauty is so above the normal human being's that my senses overload. Like she's an alien or something.