08-06-2018, 08:04 AM
Do you have them, or the physical kind? Or both?
They last for days, anxiety hangovers. You feel like everyone important to you is dead and you've committed every crime there is, and that you just realized clearly that you aren't a good person or have any value as a human being.
And you feel such an extreme feeling of pointlessness in everything, and at the same time everything matters so much you almost can't do anything, even use the bathroom or cough without feeling like everything depends on it and that the prospects are grim.
And it's not feeling sorry for yourself, you wish you could fall back old some good-old humanizing self-pity, but there is no comfort, you forget how comfort feels and believe (even though you've went through it a hundred times before) things are never going to be right with you in this world ever again. I'm sure people commit suicide during these kinds of hangovers.
Do any of you have them?
They last for days, anxiety hangovers. You feel like everyone important to you is dead and you've committed every crime there is, and that you just realized clearly that you aren't a good person or have any value as a human being.
And you feel such an extreme feeling of pointlessness in everything, and at the same time everything matters so much you almost can't do anything, even use the bathroom or cough without feeling like everything depends on it and that the prospects are grim.
And it's not feeling sorry for yourself, you wish you could fall back old some good-old humanizing self-pity, but there is no comfort, you forget how comfort feels and believe (even though you've went through it a hundred times before) things are never going to be right with you in this world ever again. I'm sure people commit suicide during these kinds of hangovers.
Do any of you have them?