Stop looking at me like that

[Skye]

Don’t you THINK I know?
How alone I’ve been?
How alone I am?
Even when you’re home?

Rocking on the bathroom floor
Back and forth back and forth
Manic laughter primal sobs
I WATCHED myself lose it

Don’t you THINK I know?
How bad it is?
How far I’ve fallen?
Everything I’ve lost?

Grieving into the silence
Screaming myself numb
My toes were frozen on the tile
I SAW my crazy eyes reflected

Who the hell was there?
Whose arms wrapped tightly
Around my shoulder blades
In the dark at 3am?