Never Have I Ever

[billy]

it's hard for me to give any constructive feedback. i like the run up to the white lie, the feeling you confessed because you feel guilty.
if i had to say something needed changing it would be a minor thing.

move the oops to the beginning of the line or put it i the title.
i think the enjambment adds more than a little to making it read well. the pause feel in the right place as does the follow on in the next lines where you used it.

                I didn't get offered it reads like a weak opening line except for the enjambment saving it [which is a good thing]
                smokes. I guess people assumed
                that I would                          
                                                  

   never                                                                                             

                 hurt my body in that way.
                 We got drunk and almost
                 fell off the bed.
                 We did other stuff too,
                 things I liked because I didn't    
                                                    

  have                                                                                                  

                to think. A month later,
                I was still making up work
                from that week I missed. I
                "had the flu". I was "fine"              
                                                 

     I...                                                                                         

                               

                lied. We smoked during
                fourth hour, in that alley
                behind school. I never thought
                I would want to remember...    
                                                 

   

 Oops.