03-16-2014, 08:16 PM
Dont discount your creative expression man, you may not be a literary major, maybe not even anytime soon.. but your emotions came off strong to me, true feeling. I personally think that realism and blunt expressions of feelings in writing mean more than any "covert" message that any poetic metaphor could ever get across. To be honest man, my eyes started welling up a bit when reading your "creative journal entry", having been through a similiar experience.
Just an extra note on what you said;
I am sure you understand as well as i do, writing is a form of release, a form of therapy for ones self to reflect in. Just my take on what you said;
From what you wrote it's obvious you hold a certain amount of resentment against her, but in all reality, she was living her life the same she had always had, even before meeting you.
Although being a hard chore to take on, personal responsibility allows us to protect ourselves from a certain "projection" of blame, for the one claiming "their" part in any given situation is allowed to feel freedom of resentment, foryou are only the bearer of that which you take personal part in, vs. holding problems of "self', insecurities, self judgments, victimization. These, when outwardly projected only reflect a certain amount of unrealized ignorance in self realization.
Good luck with your strife in life, i hope you get what you need.
Thanks for your share man.
Just an extra note on what you said;
I am sure you understand as well as i do, writing is a form of release, a form of therapy for ones self to reflect in. Just my take on what you said;
From what you wrote it's obvious you hold a certain amount of resentment against her, but in all reality, she was living her life the same she had always had, even before meeting you.
Although being a hard chore to take on, personal responsibility allows us to protect ourselves from a certain "projection" of blame, for the one claiming "their" part in any given situation is allowed to feel freedom of resentment, foryou are only the bearer of that which you take personal part in, vs. holding problems of "self', insecurities, self judgments, victimization. These, when outwardly projected only reflect a certain amount of unrealized ignorance in self realization.
Good luck with your strife in life, i hope you get what you need.
Thanks for your share man.