the gnawing sensation in the back of my head (harsh language)

[sam]

Thanks for the answer. I have got sucked in to the beat generation the last few weeks so i guess that this is something in that area.
But i think that I might have failed big time and it turned out like some strange kind of misfit. I will berry it behind the local post office in the dead of night so no more people will need to be harmed by this felony against good taste. Seeing it like this on a web page gives good perspective
thanks for your patience.