stepson

[hardon]

head on backwards
heart unfair
beaten black
everywhere

what's a boy
if he's no heir
a bivouac
a blistered snare

decontrolled
and drunken whole
meets unrelenting
self-control

I'm a match
that can't be lit
fuck your demons
fuck this shit

take this sinking ship
I'm taking you down with
because those last few weeks
seemed fucking years to me

take this bloody shiv
I cut our ties off with
hot white knuckle grip
I'm finally losing it