River

[Aphroditeny]

The river's calm infront of me
I dream of how we used to be

I glance beyond 
And think of you
When I had thought you to be true

I looked at you and saw a god
A pedestal made of my trust
Perhaps all that it was is lust

And yet my heart is missing still
I stand and stand upon this hill

I watch and watch for your return
My brain is telling me you're gone 
Not looking back at what you've done

But deep within I can not breathe
I pray and pray for you to feel
My soul is bleeding where I kneel

You do not come, you do not see
The river flowing to the sea

My blood has stopped within these veins
The river now flows with red stains