dark room, heavy mind

[native2021]

She once fell hard cause she dropped her guard
unexpected end to what seemed to be forever
once upon a time she didn't believe in but she believed in love
whats the word?
Every word to describe this feeling has been over used and no longer conveys the pain of her nights
Why is love so attached to pain?
shattered dreams
shes drowning and that feeling in the back of her throat intensifies
overwhelming her once so wonderful soul
now just a shell of a person that once existed in this body
dark room, heavy mind
she whispers while avoiding the darkness of sleep
"Save me!"
"erase this memory I have!"

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