Gone

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I know what I want now
After you told me that I'm the best 
I tell you this 
As nicely as words can be 
But the blind don't hear the truth 
Pain is all I know 
How can I blame 
The same situation on you
When I'm living proof
That change is just a word 
Looking at your skeleton now 
Reminds me of all I lack
You mirror my insecurities 
But live them so much better 
Contentment in failure 
I must one day learn 
If I continue down this spiral
I will meet you at the bottom
You wear it so well 
And I'm jealous at the thought
I change my spots 
But still don't blend into this 
I have hope for me yet 
That one day ill be me 
That this world needs me
More than I ever needed you