10-08-2012, 12:57 AM
When I talk to people, they get angry and have people threaten me. If I try to be nice, they act like they don't know what I'm saying about them. Then there's people that try to say I must be autistic or something, and that I say things because I'm not used to human emotion; which I take as an insult. I've tried to be as civil as possible online, I think I've been pretty successful with that. Though I did get locked out of one of those "clique forums". All the rednecks that have threatened me over the years, and all the "artistic" groups of people that have thrown me out of their stores for simply saying something to someone. I've met so many uptight people, uptight to the point of sounding crazy themselves, I've just been stuck here writing, for months, trying not to see anyone. And trying to get people I've met to read my writings is usless. I self-published a book years ago, and my mom sent it to a mental hospital, where they made a file on me, and made legal decisions about my mental competence based on my writings. So how far do I go? Not far. I have no car, no I.D., no passport, and if I am crazy, people have helped me to it.