hell inside

[mongodeath]

I dance on the grave of my lost life
the undead me unsettled unleashed on this world
full of pain torment and strife
fulfilling a long lost deed
a gift of death that will forever unfold
pages turning planting of one sick demented seed

I push on trying to rebury a past that never should have been exposed
sicked with all that reminds me of that life
burning the list of the madness purposed
if only this demon could ever be easily stiffed
pushing its evil head back into my thoughts I fixate
on to much shit filled stain of a past
on which words written could never truly translate
hes coming to take over way to fast

can anyone truly understand the darkness within
a sick imaginary world that will never leave
a world that once was real once was everyday sin
into life’s hidden coffen I do heave
this hellation of reality’s strange kiss
hopefully never to dig it up again
but knowing every day that one day
I will be helpless to hold it in its rusty locked cage

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